MONICA'S AWESOME JOURNAL OH MY GOD!!!

School Almost Over

2008-05-02T18:20:50Z

So as the title says school is almost over. This semester I have discovered so many things about the world and the people in it. And some things I found that just never change. I'm supposed to be going somewhere with my roomie and our boss to get the sacristan stoles, but I don't think I want to go anymore. I should start studying and get working on some things. I have to write a paper, and study for my accounting test. Alright I think I will get started on that now.

Just Writing

2008-01-05T08:15:20Z

I'm just in a writing mood today I guess. Lots of things swirling in my mind. I have been recognizing flaws in myself, well actually just one in particular. Anyway I just want to know that people I care for really care about me. I know my best friend, Jen does. But I just don't know about this one person in particular. It just bothers me. Yea that is all I wanted to write about it for now.

Its Been Awhile

2007-03-13T23:56:06Z

Yea so I find that I forget to update. Well lots have happened in the past few months. But this weekend is going to be awesome!! On Saturday OK Go is coming here to LMU!! I can't wait to see them! Anyway my radio show is going quite well. Heres the link to listen http://www.live365.com/stations/kxlu3?site=pro abd I'm on every Friday night from 6-8 pm. Its always fun and I always look forward to Fridays. Yea life is good right now even though at times it has its low points. Random thought, I love Silversun Pickups! They are awesome!

Last Entry Of 2006

2006-12-31T18:58:12Z

I haven't been on here forever. Well actually lately I haven't been going online that much since I have been at home. This year has been a crazy one. I learned so many things about people and myself. I also added a lot of things to my DM collection. I also learned a lot about friends and the friends who are truly there for you. Plus starting college this year, I absolutely love college life. One of the best things that I'm grateful for is my radio show. It is the one thing I look forward to at the end of the week. Plus I can play whatever music I want. Now something really random. In some movies certain characters have their own background music. If I were to chose a song for my background music for me walking down the street it would defintely have to be KT Tunstall's Suddenly I See. I love that song! I still love DM though but that song is my happy song, lol. Alright for the New Years I hope to cut back on soda, not completely but maybe cut back to once a week or once every two weeks. Also to just be me and try to live life to the fullest. Well we will see. Can't wait for the new year because it is a new start!

Worst Feeling In The World

2006-11-29T03:13:12Z

I don't think there is anything worse than a good friend pretending you don't exist. It sucks because I still wanted to be friends with that person. Then they stab you in the back again. Who in their right mind goes to the bathroom and then doesn't come out? Don't little kids do that? It sucks if you ask me. I felt so hurt and usually when something like this happens I want to do something to hurt that person, I only do it because I care about them and it sucks when they hurt you. But I decided that this person isn't worth it anymore. Usually I don't kick people out of my life. As of now I have one person kicked out of my life, that was only because he was a danger to me and himself. But I would still talk to him if he called me. There is also one other person but I will get over it eventually, maybe the next time he calls I'll answer. That is about it. I mean I'll still talk to people if they want to talk to me, so technically I don't have anyone kicked out of my life. But this particular person, will be kicked out. The only way I'll talk to him again is if he is truly sorry for everything. But he is so hard headed that it won't happen. So that is that..

AAAHHH!!!!!

2006-11-10T20:24:10Z

I haven't realized how long I have neglected my poor LJ! Well I'm back and I'm writing. Yea life was great and then like any life it always goes downhill once in a while. It is like one crazy fucking roller coaster. Yea so right now I feel like I am going crazy. I'm letting little things get the best of me. I guess it is because I don't have someone who I can tell my feelings to. I used to but now I don't I try talking to other people but then they start lecturing me or they don't care. Plus then they think I'm being irrational. Oh well maybe I am but I can't help the way certain things have shaped me. But whatever, I am who I am and I think the way I think. I just need someone to understand.

I Hadn't Realized!!!

2006-09-16T18:14:37Z

The last time I updated this was to say that I was going on vacation! Well my vacation this year was crazy and fun all in one. Saw lots of Buffalo and walmarts LOL. Then summer came quickly to an end even though I anticipated the start of school! College is definitly the best EVER!! I have so many friends and I feel like I belong here. Me and my roomate Desiree get along as if we have been good friends for a long time. We just need to work on keeping our room clean and going to bed before 12 >_< But we go to all the events and get free food. Who doesn't love food? So from eating a lot I do not want to gain any unwanted pounds so I go to the rec center and workout. I went this past Tuesday to the CTB class (core, thighs, butt). That was the most extensive workout I have ever done. My legs literally hurt untill Friday. It was crazy and the instructor saw that I was over working my body and that I had to take a rest. It was crazy. Anyway yesterday was a great day. I went with my friend Carina around campus to take pictures. We took so really amzing pictures and we saw all the wonders around campus. we saw the whole city and even the hollywood sign. The only thing that I still need to see is the sunset across the water from the bridge. I can't wait for that. But it has to be on a nice clear day and not by myself. Maybe if I have time I could upload some of the pictures. I find myself not uploading pictures on photobucket anymore because I can directly upload to my facebook which is a thousand times easier. How I love facebook! Ok enough of that for now. Well I'm off my home today because it is my dad's birthday today. So spending time with the family and then doing homework which is never fun but it has to be done and I have lots to do like reading. Alright I'm going to pack up my stuff and hopefully my mom will be here soon because I really want a double double from In-n-Out LOL

Vacation Time!

2006-08-04T16:29:57Z

Going on vacation to Montana and going to Yellowstone and I won't be back for a week!! I'm so glad I finally get some time off and time to relax!!!!

Life

2006-07-24T05:17:08Z

Life is actually really good, I have all my friends and I got to see the Bangles yesterday! But I have been feeling really different lately. I don't know if it is being caused by the weather or my job but something is happening. I think it could just also be life catching up with me. I just need to figure this all out soon.

For My Good Friend Jen

2006-07-08T18:55:43Z

I believe I have told you this but I'm not too sure. But I'll say it again, when all of us would hang out I really wanted to be like you. I guess thats why I would treat you with disrespect because I guess I was jealous of you. I wanted people to like me as they liked you. Stooge you are still my friend and you probablly won't ever know how much you mean to me. You have changed me into a much better person. If it weren't for you I wouldn't have met half the people I do now, plus I wouldn't have ever joined youth group. You made me realize that I had to change for the better for people to like me. You can probablly say that I'm too nice to people now and that I give people so many chances. I only give people a lot of chances because you gave me so many. But everytime you said we wouldn't be friends ever again I thought that I screwed up my last chance and sometimes you said that you wouldn't give me another chance and that made me want to change myself and when you would give me another chance I thought it was only fair to let other people have anthoer chance. I was talking to one of my friends last night on AIM and he was talking to me about real friends. I first thought of you and Juan because I really believed you two were my real friends. But I know for sure Juan isn't. I still believe you are my real friend. I would almost anything for you Jen because you really mean a lot to me. You know you can always call me when you want to talk. From your previous entries I figure you don't want to talk thats why I'm communicating to you through this entry. But I'll always be here for you and I'll always believe in you. You will always be my friend and will always stay forever in my heart.

I Thought This Was Great

2006-06-20T00:25:53Z

Took it from a bulletin on myspace

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The Big 18 Tomorrow!!

2006-06-17T05:54:38Z

Today was pretty fun even though the plans changed and we didn't get to go to disneyland. Went to Mikey's house where he had a bar-b-que for me with a few friends. It was fun. But tomorrow is my birthday and I can't wait!!

Busy Busy

2006-06-12T19:35:51Z

Alright haven't updated in a while. Been really busy lately. Well lets start with prom, it was great fun. Pictures are up on my myspace but I'll post some on here when I get some more time. Then had some tests for school and I read the storyteller in one day. Then on the 1st was GRAD NITE!! That was tons of fun! Jhen was my riding buddy. But the only thing I hated about that night was that stupid stupid line for space mountain! I almost passed out from going back and forth and zig zagging through that damn line. But after that we went on it's a small world so that made me calm down, lol. But the best ride was the mattahorn!! We also went on the jungle cruise, the tea cups, merry go round, and the flying dumbo ride. I was so surprised I didn't fall asleep or get really tired when I was there. I really thought I was. Even on the bus ride home I didn't take a quick nap. But I did sleep a lot when I got home. So later that night went to the baccalaureate mass. Then the next day Saturday was GRADUATION!!!! It was so hot that day but luckily where I was sitting had shade. Then this past week was fun as well. On Monday I hung out with Eric, Tuesday I hung out with Megan, Ashley, Theresa, and Jhen at black angus. Then went to the movies with Ashley, Joe and their friend Nathan. We saw the Da Vinci Code, I never knew that it was such a loooong movie!! I almost got bored watching it =P Then on Wednesday hung out with Mikey. Then Thrusday woke up really early to go to orientation at LMU. I was tired the whole day but it was fun because at the end of the day was a little party for all of us. I meet a lot of new people and I can't wait to go to college! But the next day was some what stressful because we had to pick classes and our group was one of the last to register. But the classes I got weren't that bad. Then got home around 5 on Friday, then me, James and Mikey all went out. Then Saturday played volleyball with youth group then went to Eric's house because they were having a graduation party for him and his sister. Then after me and my family went to go and eat dinner. Then Sunday went to the damn flea market at the rose bowl. I thought it wa a great idea when I first suggested it but I didn't realize how BIG it was!!!!!! But I bought two depeche mode records. One was the single leave in silence and the other was the album black celebration. Then after that got lunch at costco then went shopping with my mom and bro. Then went to church then went to the farewell dinner for Preston who was visited the church for a year. He was awesome and I'm going to miss him but in two years he will become a priest and I wish him all the best of luck. Then after that a few of us went to Mikey's house. We played hide and go seek in his house with all the lights out and it was so crazy because he has a creepy old haunted house. Yea so I have been really busy. Today I have to write thank you cards, clean my room and my car. Plus I might go out today but I'm not too sure yet. I can't wait untill the end of the week though!!!! This Friday Mikey and Jacob are taking me to Disnayland for my birthday! and this Saturday I will be 18!!!!!!!!! YAY-UH!!!! I can not wait! Yea so I must start on my chores now but I'll be back!

I Though This Was Cool

2006-06-08T00:31:11Z

Directions:
Put your music player on shuffle.
Press forward for each question.
Use the song title as the answer to the question.
No cheating!

How are u feeling today?
Go With The Flow

Will u get far in life?
Chipz In Black

How do ur friends see u?
We Like To Party

What's ur theme song?
Dead Man's Party

What is the story of ur life?
This Fire

What are u like in bed?
Bat Country

How can u get ahead in life?
Un Monde Parfait

what is ur best feature?
Strangelove

How is tomorrow going to be?
Who's Gonna Save Us?

What u hopeing for this weekend?
Gold Lion

What is ur life like at the moment?
Billie Jean

What song describes ur secrets?
Rhythm Of The Night

What is ur current lover like?
I'll Be

What song will they play at ur funeral?:
Torn

What song will they play at ur wedding?
Precious

How does the world see u?
Electric Avenue

Will u have a happy life?
Southside

What do ur friends really think of u?
My Sharona

Do people secretly lust after u?
I Ran

Will u accomplish ur goals in life?
Wings Of a Butterfly

Will u find true love?
What's My Age Again?

How do u treat others?
Dragostea Din Tei

Problem Resolved

2006-05-19T22:57:18Z

Yea so I got a ride, I'm just soo glad that I got it finally taken care of.

In Response To Jen's Entry

2006-05-19T05:08:17Z

You know Jen Karma does get around. It has been happening to me this whole damn week. If you want to know what it is here it is, I don't have a ride to prom, my parents can't take me because they won't be home, they won't let me drive myself and people's limos and cars are full. Yea I'm screwed unless I figure out something quick. Plus I also learned who really gives a damn about me. Obviously not a lot of people. On the surface people can seem so nice but they really aren't, all they care about is their damn selves. I guess that is where I learned it, to care only about myself. Something I didn't want to be but am. I admit it I am, and yea Jen you are right about me playing the victim. I guess I do all the time. It sucks being left behind though, by fucking everyone!! Yea I think I'm not sane anymore......

Just feel proud of yourself

Great Weekend

2006-05-16T01:03:09Z

So the AP exams were draining. The field trip the day after was neat except it got hot during the day. Then Friday was Bosco's prom. Me and Mikey and lots of fun. Then Saturday we went to Carl's jrs since we couldn't go on Friday. Then Sunday sold flowers for youth group after every mass. But inbetween the masses we played volleyball. After playing with teams me and Mikey played one on one and I won! PLus I also got some sun so maybe by Saturday for prom I will look tan instead of a nasty pale color. Yep plus Mikey is going to tell me something on saturday, I can't wait it is just going to be so much FUN!!

AAAAAAHHHH

2006-05-09T23:32:59Z

AP exams tomorrow, Chem and Psych, must study study study!!!!!!!! AAAAAH SO MUCH INFORMATION TO PROCESS!!!!!!!! I just hope I'm not brain dead tomorrow

An Update Is Needed

2006-05-03T00:51:43Z

I can't believe I haven't updated this in awhile now. I'm always on here too, I just guess I have been either too busy or lazy. Spring break was great but crappy at the end because me and Jen got into the biggest fight ever. This time it is for sure that we won't be friends anymore. Also this past weekend I helped out with the confirmation retreat for my parish. It was a lot of fun for me, I know that some of the teens didn't want to be there but I made it fun for them. Also on the retreat I did some major thinking about everything, especially things about Juan and Jen. Mostly about Jen and how I have treated her. But it is best now that we aren't friends anymore. As for Juan he leaves me everytime we start talking again. Leaves both me and Jen. But at least last week God sent me a little miracle, my little kitten Minnie. She looks exactly like my cat except less fluffy. She makes my day better whenever I'm down. Like today for example. I felt so out of place with everyone today. I used to feel at least half way decent at school because I had people who I thought were my friends. But today I felt like I was tossed on the side because I guess I'm taking up space. Certain people who I thought were my friends didn't seem like it today. I thought that for prom I was going to sit with some of my friends. But they were going to put me at the next table, out of the inner circle. I don't know how many times I have been placed at the side, and I am just sick and tired of it. The table was filled up and three couples had to sit together because they are all good friends. I was just thinking to myself what the fuck because Juan used to be my best friend and he is sitting there. But I'm out of the loop and no one gives a crap. I just want to graduate already because people at school or so stupid. People think about their damn selves. I hardly ever say anything at school only because everyone is talking about their selves and I listen to what they fucking have to say all the damn time. But yea the real reason I was mad is the subject of friends. I just feel so left out all the damn time, with everyone. I really feel like a loner because I have no one really. Plus the people I do have have other people. It is understandable though, but I really do feel like a big loser. I try to do so many things about it but I always end up in the same place. Yea so after these thoughts being placed in my head in the middle of school I seriously felt like crying. But I didn't because I don't like people feeling sorry for me, plus whenever people see someone crying then they decide to care. People are supposed to care all the time!! Even at the retreat I didn't want to cry because I didn't want people coming over to me to try to make me feel better. When someone cries you want to cheer them up but it is really hard because you aren't going through what the person is going through. At least I can think of two people in my life besides my family who truly care for me. I'm so glad to know them both. Yea so in short I am super sensitive when it comes to friends. So many people have backstabbed me and today it felt like a few more knives went in.

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-04-06T01:51:32Z

So today I finally got my acceptance letter to LMU!! Hopefully I'll be going there for college! HEHEHE I am so so so so HAPPY!!!!!

Another Survey

2006-04-06T01:47:08Z

001. Whats your name? Monica
002. Age? 17
003. Gender? Female
004. What do people call you? Monica, Mon, Retro
005. If you were born the oppisite sex what would your name be? Neo
006. Age you act? 10
007. Age you want to be? 18
008. Righty or lefty? LEFTY!!

Love and stuff
009. Single? yes
010. Who are you with, or who do you want to be wit? with somebody..... hehehehe
011. Have you ever been in love, if so how many times? Never
012. Is it possible to be faithful to one person for ever? I have no idea
013. Do you think the oppisite sex finds you attractive? Some do =)
014. What is best about the opposite sex? ?
015. What is worst about the opposite sex? They like violence
016. Do you beleive you should be in love to have sex? i guess

Right at this moment...
019. Where are you? My house
020. What can you see out your window? The crappy backyard
021. Are you lonely or tired? tired
022. Use 5 words to decribe how you are feeling: bored, hungry, ok, alright, lazy
023. Are you talking to anyone online? no
024. What are you doing? talking to Jen on the phone and listening to Depeche Mode

List 5 things you are wearing right now
025. 1. Slippers
026. 2. Jacket
027. 3. Polo shiirt
028. 4. Sweater
029. 5. Socks
030. Do you smoke? No
031. Do you drink? No
032. Who do you talk to most on the phone? Damian
033. Do you have any birthmarks? Yea
034. Do you get online a lot? Hell yes
035. Do you shower? Yes
036. Do you hate school? Yea especially Chem
037. Do you have a social life? Yes
038. Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing? Yea
039. Have you ever looked at porn? No
040. Do you drink a lot of water? Yes
041. Do you have a curfew? Most of the time
042. Do you have a cell phone? Yes
043. What name brand of clothes do you wear the most? Dickies
044. Do you like takin pictures? Yea
045. Do you like gettin your picture taken? Most of the time
046. Do you have your own pool? No, but Jen does, and I have never been in it, lol
047. Do you prefer boxers or briefs? Boxers
048. How do you vent your anger? Write it down, cry, or yell
049. Have you ever been fired from a job? No
050. Do you even have a job? Not right now
051. Do you have a lot of ex's? No
052. What does your ex bf/gf look like? Psycho LOL
053. What was the last compliment you recieved? You are so smart, from one of the children that I tutor
054. Do you like getting dirty? WHAT?!?!
055. Are you flexiable? somewhat
056. Would you ever date someone younger than you? I have already
057. Would you ever date someone older than you? Sure
059. When was the last time you went on a date? I don't remember, it is usually unofficial
060. Do you ever cry to get your way? Yea all the time, HAHA
061. Are you the romantic type? Somewhat
062. What do you like most about your body? that I am tall
063. What do you like least about your body? My feet
064. Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly? No
065. What about cleavage? No
066. Is your best friend a virgin? Yes
067. What size show do you wear? size of what??
068. When was the last time you were at a party? I don't remember
069. Has there ever been a rumor spread about you? Yea
070. Are you more of a mommys or daddys child? mommys
071. Would you ever hook up with the same sex? No

Friends
072. How many true friends do you have? 3
073. Who is your best friend? Mikey and Jen
074. How old are they? 16 and 18
075. Do you prefer to hang out with one friend or a group of friends? Both
076. Who do you wish you were closer to? Mikey
077. Who knows the most about you? Jen
078. Who do you trust the most? Jen
079. Who do you talk to on the phone the most? I thought I already answered this?
080. Name one who's arms you feel safe in: Jen's HAHAHAHAHA
081. Who house were you at last? Tina's house

Have you ever
082. Spun until you were so dizzy you couldn't walk? THATS HELLA FUN!!
083. Screamed so much you lost your voice? I think so
084. Played strip poker? No
085. Stripped to your underwear while playing strip poker? No
086. Had a medical emergency? No
087. Done something extremely unexpected? Yes
088. Been onstage? Yep

More...
089. Whats your biggest fear? Losing all my friends at once and then the whole world hating me
090. What was your weirdest dream? Can't say here
091. Scariest dream? Getting F's on all my tests
092. What was your best dream? Going to a dance with my dream man
093. Would you date some one 5 years older than you? Ugh maybe
094. Do you live in the moment? Yes
095. What you greatest strength? I'm not sure
096. Whats your greatest weakness? Not being able to tell certain people how I feel about them wether good thigs or bad things
097. Do you have any bad habits? Bitting nails
098. What do you want to do in life? Be the best me I can be and have a good job and family
099. Do you keep a journal/diary? Yes many
100. Whats the link? too many to put
101. Do you think life has been good so far? no.. and yes

Because I Am Really Bored

2006-04-04T03:23:09Z

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200. My middle name is: Ann

199: I was born on: June 17

198. I am a: crazy person =P

197. my cell phone company is: T-Mobile

196. My eye color is: light brown

195. My shoe size is: 10

194. My ring size is: I have no idea

192. My height is: about 5'8

191. I am allergic to: Chem lol

190. I live in: a city, oh haha

189. The last book I read: Series of Misfortunate Events the Grim Grotto

188. My bedtime is: supposed to be 10 but I stay up later then that

187. One thing I know for sure about the opposite sex: oh gosh, ugh I don't know

186. I am glad I'm me because: I'm left handed, woot woot

185. It sucks that I'm me because: I can be really lazy at times

184. If I could be anyone else for one day, i'd be: Kat Corbett because she rocks and has an excellent sense about music, I can't believe everything that she knows, its crazy!! Plus I would want to work at kroq

183. My celebrity dream date is: DAVE GAHAN!! but he's kind of old so someone younger would be Derek Jeter

182. My favorite day of the week is: Saturday

181. My favorite color is: blue

180. My favorite disney movie is: Lion King

179. My favorite Holiday is: Christmas

178. The perfect person is: not me

177. The last three cd's I bought are: ok, ugh Artic Monkeys, Panic! at the Disco and Depeche Mode's Exciter CD

176. Last song that made me cry was: Hands by Jewel

172. My most treasured POSSESION(S) is(are): I have a lot but the one I love the most is my stuffed bunny that my grandma made for me

170. What did you do last night: talked to Damian and then fell asleep

167. My skin's reaction to the sun is (tan/burn): usually tan, I'm am really surprised that I don't burn because I am so damn pale

165. Last time you were at the beach?: In July

<:::::I Do (YES)/Do Not (NO) Believe In:::::>

143. Santa? used to

142. Love at first sight: ugh I am not sure

141. Luck?: Yea at certain times

140. Fate?: hmmm I would say possibly

139. God?: Yes

138. Aliens? maybe

137. Heaven?: I hope there is one

136. Hell?: yea its called earth

135. Ghosts?: yea

134. Horoscopes?: entertainment purposes, I read mine like almost everyday, lol

133. Soul mates?: I guess so

132. Dinosaurs?: hahaha yea

131. Miracles?: hell yea!

130. The death penalty?: never

<:::::Which is Better?:::::>

129. Hugs or Kisses?: Personally I like hugs

128. Drunk or High: ugh none, I have never gotten drunk of high, but if I was forced to pick one I think I would want to be high

127. phone or online: BOTH!!

126. Red heads or Black hair?: red hair for sure

125. Mohawk or Mullet?: NONE

124. hot or cold?: cold

125.summer or winter?: summer!

122. coffee or tea?: I don't like either, and it is a really good thing that I don't like coffee, LOL

121. chocolate or vanilla?: chocolate

120. Night or Day: night

119. Oranges or Apples: I like both but apples are really really good

118. Curly or Straight hair: I like both

117. Gloves or Mittens? gloves

<:::::Here's What I Think About:::::>

116. Abortion?: I believe its the woman's choics but personally I would never do it

115. Backstabbers?: Drop Dead

114. Parents?: can be annoying at times but other times they can be ok

113. Children?: I love nice little kids, not brats

112. Animals?: the best ever!

111. Leashes for Children?: HAHAHA would be funny, but I wouldn't put my kid on one

110. School? UGH

109. Life?: Excellent and stressful all at once

108. Bangs?: I was considering but I don't know yet

107. The name Bernard?: reminds me of the school, but I wouldn't name my child that

108. Beer Pong?: lol sounds funny, but I have no idea what it is

105. Alcohol?: makes people do stupid things

104. food?: is great

<::::Last time I:::>

102. Last time I hugged someone: today

101. Seen someone I haven't seen in a while?: ugh I haven't seen Jen in a long time but I might see her this weekend

100. Missed someone?: yea, today

99. Grew?: I don't remember but I want to get taller so I can be taller than Mikey HAHAHA

98. Drew a smiley face?: I don't remember but Denica drew one in Chem today, the walmart smiley face HAHA Ambrosini got mad

97. Ate something?: like five minutes ago, dinner was so good

96. Took a shower: this morning

95. Tripped over something? last week at Nucleus and some asain lady kept on laughing at me for like ten minutes

94. Saw a play or movie? Friday, Ice Age 2

93. Read a book?: Well it was a short story in English today, The Handsomest Drowned Man In The World

92. Travelled?: this summer to Hawaii

91. Filled out a survey?: ugh I'm doing one right now -.-'

<::::MISC::::>

90. Who's the ditziest person I know?: Liana

89. Who makes you laugh the most?: Mikey and Damian

87. One thing I'm mad about right now is: About a situation with a certain person

82. The thing I don't understand is: Chem

80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever received: "Ugh, I dunno"

79. The one thing I love physically about the opposite sex is? Height and Hair

76. This summer: Hopefully will be damn good

75. Something I will really miss when I leave home is?: family, friends and my cat

74. The thing that I'm looking forward to the most: hmm, well one thing thats personal and prom!!

73. Tomorrow: Hopefully won't be as boring as today

72. Today: Just sitting here while my friends from youth group are going to get tacos, I would go but my dad took my car >_<

70. Next Week: Thursday starts the spring break!!!!!!

69. This Weekend: Hopefully going out with Mikey and Jen and the bake sale

68. Next Weekend: Ugh probablly going out somewhere

67. People call me: Monica, Mon, Retro, and Monica Ann, LOL

66. The last thing I bought was: food at IHOP, two eggs over easy and sourdough toast =)

67. My favorite place to shop is: Tower Records, Target, and this one store at the eagle rock mall that has Depeche Mode shirts ^_^

66. In my wallet I carry: ID, sometimes money lol, and gift cards

62. The person who knows the most about me is? ugh it would be between Jen, and Damian maybe possibly Mikey as well

61. The person that can read me the best is: Damian for sure

60. The most difficult thing to do is: tell people how I really feel

59. I have gotten a speeding ticket: nope

58. I have the following siblings: James

57. Something about my sibling(s): younger than me, a real pain sometimes, loves the simpsons, loves the dodgers, listens to classical and irish music, wants to go to notre dame, when he grows up wants to be a senator and watches tv every single day

56. My zodiac sign is: GEMINI

55. The first person I was in love with was: I believe that I have never been in love

54. Was it love?: never been in love

53. The one person who can't hide things from me: Damian

51. Right now I am talking to: Jen on AIM

50. I wish I were talking to: Mikey, but I did talk to him like ten minutes ago lol

48. I have/will get a job at: Tower Records!! yay-uh

47. I have these pets: A fat lazy cat whom I love lots

46. I wisH: people weren't so hypocritical and I wish everyone could get along

45. The worst sound in the world: people who consistantly say ya ya ya ya ya ya ya and never shut up

44. The person that makes me cry the most is: my dad

43. Last time you cried: last week

42. Why?: my dad

41. Favorite Food: GRILLED CHEESE SANDWICH!!!!!!!!

40. Favorite Breakfast Food: two eggs over easy with sourdough toast and french toast with powder sugar

39. Favorite Lunch Food: pizza and a cheeseburger

38. Favorite Dinner Food: lasagna, very very yummy

37. Favorite Dessert: ugh everything!! mostly a choclate shake hehehe

36. Favorite Drink: soda (thats why I gave it up for lent) and black cherry propel

35. florida or hawaii: HAHAHA I haven't been to Florida so I'll say Florida plua someone I know lives there =)

34. North Pole or South Pole: ugh don't know

33. My favorite outfit: my levis pants, woth my depeche mode shirt, suspenders, and my chucks (I think I will wear that to school the next time we have free dress)

32. My favorite sport to play is: volleyball because I can kick Mikey's butt at it HEHEHE

31. My favorite sport to watch is: ice skating, it is super awesome

30. My favorite sports player is: DEREK JETER!!

29. School I go to: RCHS

27. Last person I got mad at was:

26. My worst drinking experience was?: haha none. except i accidently drank a whine cooler lmao! funny stuff

25. All-time best song: I have too many, but the top songs would be Depeche Mode songs and Dragostea Din Tei

24. All-time best band: DEPECHE MODE!!!!!!!!!

23. All-time best painting: Michaelangalo's sistine chapel, how I long to see it!!!!

22. The all-time best movie: The Sandlot

21. The all-time best thing in the world is: many many things

19. The most annoying thing ever is: people who assume the wrong things

18. The most annoying person you know is: I would rather not say on here

17. I lose all respect for people who: LIE to me even when I tell them I know that they are lying

16. The movies I have cried at are: the notebook (thats the only one I remember)

15. I have a scar from the time I: was little when I fell backwards on a chair and bit my tongue

14. The last time I skinned my knees was: when I played basketball

13. My hidden talent: I am so awesome at playing Monopoly and Connect Four HAHAHA

12. I have a craving for: Tacos :( and ice cream

11. The worst pain I was ever in was: when I was little and used to get hit by the paddle, I would hide that thing so many times

10. My favorite quote: "No One Is Perfect"

9. my room is: the place in my house that I spend the most time in

8. I love: friends and family!!

7. I hate: Fake People

6. My life: is ok at the moment

5. My weakness is: friends

4. What I look for: I might not always find

3. Who broke your heart: No one yet

2. I filled out 200 questions because: I am really bored

1. name the "ONE" person you trust the most: I can't say that I really trust anyone fully, but the most would be Jen, Damian and Mikey

Talk Talk Talk

2006-03-06T05:40:09Z

So this past weekend was great. I hung out with my best friend Mikey on Thursday. Friday went to the mall and saw Kriten and Yessenia and then Kevin came. Then later went to my meeting for helping out with the retreat and saw best friend again, then after the meeting we went to Carl's Jr.s and I got my oreo shake. Then Saturday I practically talked to Jen for the whole day. Today I spent the day with my mom and my brother. Then went to help out with confirmation and then went to mass and youth group. Yep so I had a pretty good weekend. I hope the week goes well and this upcoming weekend as well!

sigh

2006-03-01T05:47:56Z

I'll Miss You Stooge

To Jen

2006-02-26T02:41:53Z

I know you are going through a hard time I'm still here if you ever need to talk. I won't judge you in any way. If you just need to rant I will be more than willing to listen to you. Don't think that no one cares about you because there are still people out there who care about you. Believe it or not my brother cares, my mom cares and I CARE!! So stooge you need to open your eyes and realize that people still care. I would call you but whenever I call you, you never want to talk to me. I have my phone on and you know that you can call me. If I don't answer just leave a message and I'll call you back. I still consider you a friend. I think about you everyday and I hope you are doing well. But I guess you aren't. I want to help you but you won't let me. I'm still here for you if you need me.